“Good morning world. As you know, Today is a day of devastation. So, like it or not, we have to stop talking about the other kind of pains. And today we have to think about THE OTHER DAY OF DEVASTATION. So, talking about the DAY OF DEVASTATION what comes to your mind when I write the innocent words SEPTEMBER 11TH ONE MORE TIME! Additionally, what comes to your mind when I state the dying fact….. that today, is yet another DAY OF DEVASTATION, that has touched our LIVES THAT WE CAN NEVER GET BACK! So, knowing THAT NONE OF US CAN GET TIME BACK. While not really wanting to talk about SEPTEMBER’S 11th FATE. Since I would love to forget that scary DEVASTATING DATE. But instead realizing that like it or not, we have to REMEMBER THE HISTORY OF PAIN. I ALSO KNOW ON OUR AWAY BACK HOME THAT SEVERAL DECADES LATER, YOU STILL REMEMBER… EXACTLY WHAT YOU WERE DOING ON THIS ORDINARY FALL DAY. And in the SAME WAY I ALSO REALIZE THAT YOU KNOW WHERE YOU WERE, AT WORK OR PLAY! I ALSO KNOW THAT YOU REMEMBER WHAT YOU WERE SAYING! LIKEWISE, I KNOW THAT YOU REMEMBER WHAT YOU WERE THINKING ABOUT LIVING AND DYING IN SO MANY DIFFERENT WAYS! So asking you those familiar MEMORIAL questions. As you know today is yet another September 11th’s remembrance….. Connected to a DAY OF DEVASTATION that reminds us even DECADES LATER, that a DEADLY DATE CALLED SEPTEMBER 11TH STILL WANTS TO MAKE SURE, THAT WE REMEMBER IT’S NAME! And as, we again commemorate THE DAY OF DEVASTATION THAT CHANGED EVERYTHING! With more DEVASTATION DAYS yet to come. KNOWING A NEW DATE YET TO BE NAMED WILL SOON bring more PAIN into our lives, nights, and towns. Thinking back SEVERAL DECADES LATER to the black hours that defined the DEVASTATING DISASTER at the Twin Towers….On our way back home I am constantly wondering…. WHERE WERE YOU? WHAT WERE YOU DOING? ALSO, WHAT WERE YOU THINKING AND SAYING WHEN THE PLANES CRASHED, AND THE TOWERS FELL DOWN! BOTTOM LINE IN YOUR STORY TO TELL. Where were you WHEN WE ALL FIRST GOT A CLEAR GLIMSPE INTO… WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE TO LIVE IN HELL!!!!! Where were you when so many died! Where you were on the day that THE WORLD CRIED! WHERE WERE YOU WHEN PAIN DEFINED ITS NAME! WHERE WERE YOU WHEN TIME STOPPED AND DEVASTATION MADE US REMEMBER THE DATE! Well as for me, I was at work. Yes I was at work INNOCENTLY doing MY JOB, the same Boring MUNDANE way! Yes I was at work! Praying to get through another MIND NUMBING ORDINARY DAY! And as, we heard on the radio that HELL HAD JUST COME INTO OUR SPACE. One of my employees went home and brought a portable TV into the workplace. That means, ON THE DAY THAT PAIN CALLED OUR NAME! I was sitting in front of a TV watching all the MISERY, that NOBODY COULD ESCAPE AND THAT WE COULD NOT SEE! Then as the call center went DEADLY quiet. With no phones ringing. JUST LIKE MANY OF YOU! I too was GLUED TO THE TV watching what NO BODY COULD BELIEVE…. SO SEEING WHAT WE WERE SEEING …..NONE OF US WERE BELIEVING WHAT WE WERE SEEING WITH OUR EYES! And not BELIEVING WHAT I WAS SEEING…I was also watching what nobody would EVEN VERBALIZE! I WAS ALSO WATCHING WHAT I DID NOT WANT TO SEE…. AND AS I WAS CRYING when THE SECOND PLANE HIT THE NEXT BEAUTIFUL TALL BUILDING. AND LATER AS THE TOWERS STARTED TO CRUMBLE, SLIP DOWN, AND FALL I WAS THERE WITH THEM… YET COULD NOT DO ANYTHING. AT ALL! That means as many were dying inside of those TALL walls. JUST BEING INCHES AWAY FROM THEM… I was sitting in front of a TV HOLDING THEIR HANDS….YET I COUILD NOT ANSWER THEIR HELP ME PLEAS OR CALLS! OBVIOUSLY, AT THE SAME TIME AS WE ALL SAT IN SILENCE. I WAS PRAYING FOR THEIR RESCUE THAT DAY! NEXT REALIZING THAT THEY WERE NOT GETTING OUT OF THAT PLACE I WAS PRAYING FOR THEIR PAIN TO GO AWAY! ADDITIONALLY, I WAS PRAYING FOR THE WORLD’S FEAR TO BE ALLEVIATED. UNDERSTANDABLY, I WAS ALSO PRAYING FOR THERE TO BE A SAFE END TO THE DEVASTATION. AND, LASTLY I WAS PRAYING FOR ALL TERROR TO BE ELIMINATED. AND DOING THAT AS I WAS HOLDING THEIR HANDS…I WAS PRAYING FOR THEM… IN SO MANY WAYS! BUT I WAS ALSO PRAYING FOR THE REST OF US WHO COULD NOT HELP THEM……. YES, I WAS PRAYING FOR EVERYBODY TO BE HEALED AFTER THAT DEVASTATING DAY. BECAUSE FEELING HELPLESS IN THE MIDDLE OF A DEVASTATING ATTACK FROM STATAN! EVERY PRAYER FOR PEACE WAS NEEDED….. IF WE WERE ALL TO SURVIVE THE PAIN AND DEVASTATION! AND THAT HEAL ME PRAYER WAS NEEDED…… ESPECIALLY SINCE WE ALL FELT LIKE WE WERE THERE on THAT PAINFUL DAY…. just INCHES AWAY….. And since I could almost reach out the touch them! In that TV REALITY OF UNREALITY I was ACTUALLY PRAYING ON MY KNEES WITH THE VICTUMS…. as they jumped out of the windows SCREAMING AND CRYING! And ON THE DAY OF DEVASTATION WHEN EVERYTHING CHANGED in so many way ways… As their bodies took flight, while the BEGINNING OF THEIR SOUL’S DAY HAD JUST BECOME THE END OF THEIR SIGHT. I WAS PRAYING FOR THOSE WHO WERE RUNNING OUT OF TIME! AND I WAS ALSO PRAYING FOR THOSE OF US WHO REMAINED BEHIND. Because Thanks to our TVS WE WERE ALL DYING INSIDE. After all, we were ALL THERE WITH THEM…. AT THE END OF THEIR LIVES….. So, realizing that none of OUR hours would ever be ORDINARY or boring again. That was the DEVASTATION DAY WHEN WE REALIZED THAT NONE OF US WOULD EVER TAKE LIFE for granted from the beginning to the END! And on our way back home that realization was needed. Because  that was the DAY OF DEVASTATION… when we all realized in one way or the other that everybody will be facing Death’s AFTERMATH. Yes that was the DAY OF DEVASTATION when we realized that breath could not last. AND THAT WAS ALSO THE DAY OF DEVASTATION WHEN WE REALIZED THERE WAS NO GOING BACK! So, knowing that THE DAY OF DEVASTATION has RE-SHAPED ALL OF OUR LIFES….from the present, to the future, and Past. That’s also when WE EACH realized when you come to your last circles bend WHEN YOU RUN OUT OF TIME on the final path….. That the trail will end UNEXPECTANTLY fast!!! And that information will always be needed from our future to our past. Because, that’s also THE DEVASTATION DAY when we realized THERE WOULD BE MORE DISASTERS ARRIVING THAT WE WILL NEVER SEE COMING, attached to OTHER DATES WE WILL NEVER GET BACK! That means, somewhere, while innocently doing something, minding our business. THAT WAS THE DAY OF DEVASTATION where we realized…. THAT THERE WILL BE MORE VICTUMS IN SATAN’S PATH! AND AS, WE WERE ALL INJURED BY THE SAME PAIN, WHILE OUR WORLD WAS KILLED ON THAT DEVASTATION DAY. That’s also the TIME …..WHEN WE REALIZED VICTUMS AND SURVIVORS WERE THE SAME THING! Because, that was the DAY, we realized that DEVASTATION will be over for the VICTUM. BUT THAT THE SAME PAIN…. WILL NEVER BE OVER FOR THE SURVIVORS OF THE DEVASTATIONS DATE! That means, even though we PHYSICALLY SURVIVED September 11ths final ride… Knowing that another September 11th WILL one day ARRIVE….. THAT WAS THE TERRIYING DAY OF DEVASTATION when we ALL REALIZED THAT WE WILL NEVER SURVIVE THE PAIN! Yes, that was the DAY OF DEVASTATION WHEN WE REALIZED THAT NO MATTER WHAT WE TRIED TO DO TO STAY ALIVE…. EVERYBODY WILL DIE. That means, as the ones who walked away or watched on TV looked at the OTHER ones…. who Died….. WE THE SURVIVORS WHO STAYED BEHIND. Realized that was just the Beginning of a NEW DISASTER DEVASTATION DAY…. yet to come our way….WHEN EVERYBODY WILL FACE THEIR OWN DEMISE. Therefore, as one day went up in smoke. Still thinking about HURT-ICANES, Surviving, Dying, Beginning and Endings in general. One way or the other. WE ALL KNOW, ON THAT DAY OF DEVASTATION, that many things WERE STOPPING YET STARTING. And that’s why TODAY, SEVERAL DECADES AWAY EVERYBODY KNOWS IN SOME WAY DAY OR NIGHT THAT THEY WILL ALSO BE RUNNING OUT OF TIME. Because, we all know that we too are on the UNCERTAIN trails of the TRIALS OF LIFE! That’s why, for many more DECADES yet to arrive. TO FIND OUR WAY TO SURVIVE THE PAIN AND DEVASTATIONS IN OR OUT OF OUR SIGHT. WE WILL ALL BE LOOKING BACK AND WATCHING OUT….. FOR OUR OWN SEPTEMBER 11TH ! BECAUSE WE KNOW THAT WE ARE ALSO RUNNING OUT OF TIME! And that’s important to realize, since WITH OUT KNOWING IT WE MUST KNOW HOW TO SURVIVE! Because, no matter who you are….. OR HOW HARD YOU TRY NOT TO DIE! There will come a DEADLY DAY OF DEVASTATION THAT WILL WANT YOU TO REMEMBER IT’S DYING DATE! Bottom line, there will come a DEVASTATION DATE when everybody will be crying MORE tears OF PAIN in many ways! That’s why, TO SURVIVE THOSE DEVASTATING FACTS OF LIFE! Facts, that will be Arriving in those trying trails of trials connected to your death experience. While, realizing ITS JUST A MATTER OF TIME, before you have to face the LAST FINAL DISASTER DAY OF DEVSTATION that hangs between living and dying…. Its understandable day or night… THAT YOU MUST KNOW JESUS CHRIST IF YOU ARE TO SURVIVE THE FACT OF LIFE. and THAT’S LIFE AND SOUL SAVING ADVICE! Because if you don’t know JESUS CHRIST IS YOUR SAFE PLACE…. hourly you will FEAR for your mental, emotional, or physical SURVIVAL! That’s why, you need to know if you are FEARING for your life and NOT FEARING FOR YOUR SOUL….. AS PAIN TAKES CONTROL. TERROR will take its toll on your TIME LINE. And that’s also good to know Because here on Earth and Above, SURVIVING means MORE than the Act of Breathing, while not bleeding and TRYING NOT TO DIE. And on your way back home, since the CERTAINTY that sanity and breath are fleeting! With THE INEVITABILITY arriving that your mind or heartbeat will one night, or day be taken away. KNOWING THAT DEATH IS REAL IN EVERY WAY. Going to and following after the NEXT DISASTER…..will always be very Scary! That’s why, On your way back home f you are facing an UNKNOWN Disaster, Disease, Virus, Violence, tornados, HURT-ICANES, a thrashing hurricane….. or a Building flattening YOU with a plane crashing ON YOUR OWN SEPTEMBER ELEVENTH! IF YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT’S COMING AT THE END OF EVERYTHING! You will always be FEARING the end of your life that will be arriving. Thats why, the Disaster connected to September 11th, and THE DEVASTIONS LATER connected to the HURT-ICANES, Tornados, Fires, Earthquakes and Hurricanes THAT HAVE BEEN AND THOSE YET TO BE…will continually remind you…. THAT LIFE IS FLEETING! That’s likewise why, in many different ways YOU NEED TO REALIZE THAT RIGHT NOW….. THAT CAN BE YOU DYING ON TV…WITH OTHER PEOPLE INCHES AWAY WHO CAN NOT SAVE YOU FROM THE PAIN. That means, AS WE PRAY….at any time you COULD BE part of the DEADLY HEADLINE NEWS TODAY! Therefore in some way…it’s a good thing that SEPTEMBER 11TH has taught us at ANY MOMENT that YOU need to know that a time WILL BE ARRIVING when your breath, mind, sound and sight will SILENTLY STOP with the close of your EYES, and there will be no more TIME. And on your way back home that’s also important to KNOW…. IF YOU ARE TO SURVIVE GOING TO HELL BELOW. Because crossing many fences whether you want to admit it or not as you go through life. We all know IT IS JUST A MATTER OF TIME until none of our bodies will Survive! So to get you where you need to going on the trail to Eternal Happiness…. YOU MUST ALSO KNOW…to get to Heaven’s Paradise YOU MUST BE SAVED FROM SATAN’S PAIN BEFORE YOU RUN OUT OF TIME! So bottom line one more time. Knowing that the end of breath will one day be coming in fast. For you to SURVIVE NOW, and LATER in the After-life. You must realize…. BY FINDING YOUR SAFE PLACE WITH JESUS CHRIST that is the ONLY way to be SAVED from SATAN’S KNOWN Painful Reign, and the Demons Deadly Fires of PAIN…. That means, FOLLOWING JESUS CHRIST NOW AND TO PARADISE will Eternally be the ONLY way for you to SURVIVE your September 11th in your LIFE! That’s why, knowing that JESUS CHRIST will make sure that you defeat SATAN’S PAIN day or night. OUR HEAVENLY PROMISE WILL ALWAYS BE the ONLY WAY for you to SURVIVE all the Disasters in your life that will arrive with their own DEVASTATING DATES!” Joslin Fitzgerald…. The Merry Mary Author ………. Thank you for reading my blog. Additionally, thank you for overlooking the small typos and tiny grammatical errors that you might find in some of my writing. Errors by the way that have been made, while I write long hours every day including sometimes late at night, through Blurry also Bleary Eyes! By doing that, knowing just like you, I am an imperfect person too. But likewise knowing that even though I am imperfect. That JESUS CHRIST is Perfect in His beautiful LIFE SAVING message of Heavenly Eternity! Please know you have just been sweetly prayed for. Just as I am also asking that you are praying for me all of the time, in the same way too. And in that Protective, Sharing, Caring Prayer, that will always be full of Love and Amazing Grace from here to there. Please additionally know that every loving, lifeline word that I am writing, is Spirit sent in its Guiding direction and Soul Saving intention that will be leading you to…. Your Prayer of Salvation… Dear Jesus, I know I have done bad things in the past, and that I have done bad things today, and that I will continue to do bad things tomorrow as I am going along my way. Yes with all of the bad things I am doing and saying that makes me a sinner, just like everyone else in the world every day. So, because I am a sinner, I know I need a Savior!……. Therefore, my sins and my unhappiness are why I have come to you today, as I am silently praying. Because I want to be eternally happy, and my Soul needs to be Forever Saved. In saying that Jesus, I Believe that you were born on Christmas Day. I Believe Jesus, that you lived a perfect life that is written down in the Bible to teach me what is wrong and show me what is right. And I Believe Jesus, in your love for me that you died on the Cross to save me from all of my sin’s day and night. Yes, Jesus, I Believe you died, and defeated the grave as you arose from the dead on the third day. So, I KNOW you are Alive Forevermore and that you are living inside my heart and soul eternally night and day! Thus, in Believing and KNOWING Jesus that you are the Son of God! I am asking for your Forgiveness for all my sins that I know, and those I do not know that I have committed, including the ones that I will continue to daily wallow in, as I claim in Your Eternal Scriptural Promise in the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit that I am now going to Heaven. Yes I claim in my new faith this very Minute that I am Saved from Satan, because you died for me on the Cross. And during the time when you died, I now claim that you also defeated HELL after you went to your grave so you could SAVE MY LIFE. Then in your amazing arising on the third day, that proves you are Alive then and now in every way… I KNOW LOVING A LIVING SAVIOR THAT I WILL ETERNALLY BE SAVED FROM SATAN’S Moldy FRIGHTENING HELL HOLE! So, I know I will not go to my endless grave. And in that Redemption statement that just Saved my life! Thank you, Jesus Christ, because, I am now whole since the Holy Spirit lives within my Soul! Therefore, in this prayer of Salvation. I, Believe, and I KNOW that I am born again into Heavens Home. And in your Biblical Promise of Salvation written in the scriptures I also now KNOW that I have received Everlasting Life! Thus as ask you to change my blind darkness to guiding light you are Now, and YOU WILL FOREVERMORE be my Savior, Jesus Christ. Amen……. Absolutely I pray that you have accepted Jesus Christ as your Eternal guiding light, and your Savior today. I know I may never meet you here on earth as we are roaming. But if you truly prayed your Salvation Prayer to Jesus requesting Forgiveness of your sins, and asking for your Redemption! You are right now this second Saved from Satan’s Endless Hell and Pain! And going to Heaven. That means, some day or night, I will see you when we go home to Paradise! And you will now PRAISE THE LORD all of the time! Thank you for your prayers and support that you are giving me daily. Please know that I have again just prayed and Celebrated with you, because you are Saved! Oh and one more time, being my Brother or Sister in Christ thank you again for all of your sweet encouraging words and sweet emails that are Uplifting my life, and my writing, as I too am praying for You while going along my Mary way.……………. To see my books, and Movies please go to my web site