“Good morning world, on your away back home, as you know, there are many kinds of wrecks of life. That’s why, also knowing that there are a lot of different kinds of WARNING SIGNS. Likewise realizing that there are also a lot of different kinds of DARK TIMES! With all those INsights leading to the need to SURVIVE Something in your life! Yesterday I was writing about the WARNING SIGNS and the DARK TIMES that will be leading to the death of your Soul’s time line. So as, you know on your away back home, if you don’t have JESUS CHRIST in your life to make sure that you SURVIVE SATAN’S FEAR, PAIN, LIES, and DARK TIMES that means RIGHT NOW… with you not even knowing that you ARE DYING….. you are heading for your SOUL’S WRECK OF LIFE. And in that FINAL WRECK OF LIFE THAT WILL BRING ABOUT THE WARNING SIGNS…. SIGNS THAT WILL TAKE YOU TO YOUR SOUL’S DARK TIME…. WITH YOU NEVER KNOWING WHEN YOUR FINAL WRECK OF LIFE WILL BE ARRIVING. And with some of you NOT knowing WHAT REAL BLACK ICE IS…. TO SHOW YOU HOW FAST YOUR LIGHT CAN BE TAKEN OUT…I now want to take you back with me to a DARK TIME, and to a REAL WRECK OF LIFE…That means I want to share a time with you that was leading me to some WARNING SIGNS and the NEED TO SURVIVE…. So really Slipping and Sliding in a REAL WRECK OF LIFE ON SATAN’S BLACK ICE….COME WITH ME and I WILL TAKE YOU TO A DARK FRIGHTENING TIME WHEN I IGNORED THE WARNING SIGNS! And that REAL CAR WRECK happened RIGHT AFTER I FIRST MET BLACK ICE! So on my away back home, knowing WHAT BLACK ICE IS….. While STILL TALKING ABOUT SURVIVING THE FACTS OF LIFE! My story will BEGIN with the Start also Stop of my Heart…. Yes I will start my memory of a REALLY DARK TIME WHEN I IGNORED THE WARNING SIGNS. And I will be writing about the time when in the middle of a NO LIGHT DAY THAT LOOKED LIKE NIGHT my HEART ALMOST STOPPED, and I ALMOST RAN OUT OF TIME, and THINGS TO SAY. So, IN MIDDLE OF A SNOWY WHITE OUT…. where the sun blocked out my sight……. GOING BACK IN MY MIND I will be Returning back to a HORRIFYING time in my life. WHEN I TOO WAS NOT LISTENING TO THE WARNING SIGNS! And in that DARK TIME as I was preparing to die…. this blog post will start on a morning when my breath was questionable, and there was no Sight! And, this story about SURVIVAL will always be necessary, because it will always be leading to some great insight. That’s why, on your away back home, I want to share this DARK TIME WITH YOU..So… you TOO will know how important it is to KNOW JESUS CHRIST…BECAUSE NONE OF YOU KNOW WHEN YOU ARE GOING TO DIE!! Meaning that NONE OF YOU KNOW WHEN YOU WILL RUN OUT OF TIME So…WANTING YOU TO SURVIVE YOUR DARK TIMES, while thinking about the WRECKS OF LIFE….on the day I first met BLACK ICE…. I still remember very clearly the TIME… not that long ago, when I was innocently getting ready to go to work and slave while working at a job that was not very nice, ALSO WHERE I DID NOT KNOW HOW TO GO! And being new to the state where we just moved…. in that boring mundane drive. That’s when I ignored the icy DARK TIME DANGEROUS BLACK ICE ON THE HIGHWAY STAY AT HOME TODAY….WARNING SIGNS….. And even though the WARNING SIGNS were being URGENTLY BLASTED and Broadcasted on the radio involving those at work and play! Not knowing what BLACK ICE WAS in any way. Also NOT KNOWING THAT BLACK ICE WARNING meant IF I EXPERIENCED A WRECK IN LIFE THAT I COULD DIE!…I got into my car anyway as I turned on the headlights! NO THAT WAS NOT A GOOD IDEA! And Yes, I had heard the URGENT WARNINGS coming from the radio announcer telling the Windy City that today there was INVISABLE BLACK ICE on the highway. But in that WARNING ABOUT SLIPPING AND SLIDING being a Stupid newcomer to the area needing to get into my car and to go to work that day…that WARNING did not go very far, because I did not Understand what the news reporter was saying! So, NOT KNOWING THAT I COULD DIE IN A WRECK OF LIFE IF I MET BLACK ICE. I had no idea at all….. What BLACK ICE even was! That’s why, never knowing much of anything, when I started out on my driving route going to work……… I was very Surprised to find the back path where I always went was closed off for BLACK ICE reasons….. AND NOT BEING ABLE TO SEE THE INVISABLE BLACK ICE…BECAUSE BLACK ICE IS THE KIND OF ICE THAT CAN NOT BEEN SEEN BY YOUR EYES. NOT REALIZING THAT BLACK ICE BLENDS IN WITH THE BLACK WET PAVEMENT. By not LISTENING TO THAT STAY AT HOME BLACK ICE WARNING. All of a SUDDEN…. LIKE I WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF A TERRIFYING DREAM. I was SKIDDING around a BLIND ICY bend. And in the same FRIGHTENING TURN OF EVENTS with nowhere to Turn…… I was equally stunned that my nice easy escape route had just been blocked OFF behind me. So Unable to TURN AROUND OR GO HOME, SEEING THE ROAD CLOSED. ALL OF A SUDDEN THERE WAS ONLY ONE WAY TO GO…..And that WAY SEEMED TO BE VERY UNFAMILAR, FRIGHTENING, AND LIKEWISE VERY ICY! SO, NOT LISTENING TO THE WARNING SIGNS…. that BLACK ICE was not funny! Because all of those UN-funny things meant….. That I was being forced out on the HIGHWAY to a very TERRIFYING UNFAMILAR race track place….. That I wasn’t very comfortable with in anyway. And leaving the SAFETY of the Familiar SAFE SLOW and GO back road. While going out to an UNFAMILAR Highway nothing was going Right! Because all a sudden IN THAT DARK TIME, out of nowhere experiencing great FRIGHT ON A DAY THAT LOOKED LIKE BLACK NIGHT….. Driving on a highway that likewise looked like black WET tar…. SKIDDING SIDEWAYS ON THE BLACK ICE AND NOT GETTING VERY FAR ! I LOST CONTROL OF THE CAR! Then in that instant, while all four of my tires were SLIPPING AND SLIDING ON INVISABLE BLACK ICE … That’s when I REALLY found out what FRIGHT AND BLACK ICE were all about! And that’s when, on that DARK DAY THAT WAS BLACK AS NIGHT not that long ago. I actually met the WHITE ICE THAT TURNED BLACK BELOW THE SNOW….. Up close. And WITH NO WHERE TO GO! NOT HEADING THE WARNING SIGNS LEADING TO SURVIVAL! I personally ALMOST DIED IN A WRECK OF LIFE! And as, I was meanly greeted by the DEMONIC sheet of INVISABLE BLACK ICE THAT WAS SURROUNDING ME. In that INVISABLE BLACK ICE MISERY. The white ice Sinisterly and Sneakily camouflaged itself on the Black tar mac road….. And FACING ANOTHER VERY DARK TIME IN MY LIFE WHEN I DID NOT LISTEN TO THE WARNING SIGNS. My car went TOTALLY OUT OF CONTROL. And going into an UNCONTROLLABLE SPIN OUT. THAT’S WHEN I LOST ALL CONTROL AS I WAS RUNNING OUT OF TIME! Happily however, as my car started TWISTING AND TURNING across ALL FOUR lanes of traffic in that HORRIBLE TAIL SPIN leading to a HORRIFIC WRECK OF LIFE…. Amazingly I did not hit any other cars ON A DAY THAT LOOKED AS DARK AS NIGHT… SO INSTEAD HITTING THE CONCRETE BARRIER FOUR TIMES!!!! WHILE THE CAR HIT ITS NOSE AND BEHIND, HIT ITS NOSE AND BEHIND, HIT ITS NOSE AND BEHIND, HIT ITS NOSE AND BEHIND….. FOUR TIMES!!!! AS THE CONCRETE BARRIER TOOK THE WHOLE SIDE OF THE DOOR OFF OF MY SIDE, WHILE EXPOSING THE LIGHT OUTSIDE!… AT LEAST NOT JUMPING THE CONCRETE BARRIER TO THE OTHER SIDE OF TRAFFIC. Likewise NOT HITTING SOMEBODY ELSE’S CAR ON MY SIDE….BY NOT KILLING ANYBODY ELSE…THAT PART OF THE WRECK WAS ALRIGHT! But, even though MIRACULOUSLY the OTHER CARS DID NOT HIT ME that day….. As all of the other Petrified Drivers were each FRANTICALLY GETTING OUT OF MY WAY!!!!….. Nevertheless, IN MY ALMOST COMATOSED STATE The lights to my life were going out on LIFES HIGHWAY! Because UNABLE TO CONTROL THE SLIDE OF LIFE MYSELF, I WAS GOING TO DIE! BUT WAIT, not wanting to die, as I was fighting the wheel and steering the tires, I was ALSO trying to stay alive.. BUT being totally OUT OF CONTROL AS THE LAST COLD WIND WAS BLOWING. While Badly CRASHING AND SMASHING into the concrete Meridian on that very icy, cold, bitter grey, winters day 4 TIMES. WITH ME NOT HEADING THE WARNING SIGNS. IN THAT OUT CONTROL SIGHT I was crashing front, back, front, back, front, back, front, back 4 TIMES while going the Wrong way in life. And feeling just like I was on the tilt a whirl I realized I was going to die! Happily, however even though completely TTTTTTERRIFIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! In that second enduring the arrest of breath….connected to the WRECK OF LIFE…..IN THAT DARK TIME that HAD ALMOST SCARED ME TO DEATH… I was THANKFUL I WAS READY TO DIE… since I WAS ALSO READY TO FLY AWAY TO PARADISE…. AND THAT WAS GREAT INSIGHT!!! Because on my away back home, I realized that my SOUL and I WILL ALWAYS Eternally belong to JESUS CHRIST…. That means then and now I already passed the SAVED test THAT WILL TAKE ME TO PARADISE….So, KNOWING THAT MY LIGHT WOULD NEVER DIE! While holding onto the Divine wings of the Angels I was totally prepared to Fly! Thats why, like I said in my last post while holding hands with JESUS CHRIST. I ALREADY REALIZED THAT JESUS CHRIST WILL ALWAYS MAKE SURE I STAND ON ANY COLOR OF ICE……. So IN THE WRECK OF LIFE…I KNEW EVEN WHEN MY BODY DIED….THAT MY SOUL WAS Prepared to FLY! And knowing that there was NO WAY I WAS GOING TO SURVIVE THAT WRECK OF LIFE! I seriously just Closed my eyes! Because I DID NOT WANT TO SEE ME DIE! And in that SAVED MOMENT….. As I have always done before, still do, and will keep doing forevermore….. Within a second found in A TIME OF FEAR AND PAIN….. AT THE END OF EVERYTHING KNOWING THAT I WAS DYING….. IN A PRAYER…I called out…. JESUS CHRIST’S NAME …. And on my away back home, FINDING PEACE INSIDE…WHILE KNOWING I WAS HEADING FOR A GREAT BEGINNING CALLED PARADISE! I was prepared to SURVIVE THE WRECK OF LIFE…. That’s why, being on HEAVEN’S Side I was ready to go UPWARD after I died. And knowing that there will always be Angel wings standing CLOSE by that will let my soul fly! Even though my halo had always been, and still is…. slightly bent……. I was then and I am still today am totally prepared to go TO PARADISE ON HEAVENS HIGHWAY! THAT’S WHY, AS I QUIT TRYING TO CONTROL THE WRECK OF LIFE AND THE DARK TIMES ON MY OWN! Long before the song Jesus Take the Wheel was born…. I TOOK MY SHAKING VICE GRIP HANDS OFF OF THE WHEEL! And on my away back home, holding my cupped PRAYING hands high UP in the SKY! While DEFEATING FEAR found in the DARK TIMES! I found the PEACE INSIDE that I needed waiting there! And needing comfort before I died……I felt like… a lonely child asking for her father to pick her up and take her with HIM into the sky! That’s likewise when, in that DIVINE moment, while leaving the road…… I started lifting up my swollen CLOSED crying eyes to Heaven’s home! BUT WAIT!!!!! IT WAS NOT YET MY TIME TO GO! So, in that second as soon as I called out JESUS CHRIST’S name, while preparing to go upstairs AT THE BEGINNING.. The falling SNOW, THEN THE HAIL, TURNED TO RAIN. And just like THAT THE BLACK ICE DISAPPEARED AGAIN! That means, the BLACK ICE EVAPORATED….. AND TO MY SURPRISE I DID NOT DIE! Following that TURN OF EVENTS the car FINALLY quit CRASHING AND SMASHING. Next the car… or WHAT WAS LEFT OF IT abruptly STOPPED SLIPPING AND SLIDING! And in that SILENT SECOND the only noise left was of me Bawling, Sobbing, and CRYING! BUT AS I STOPPED CRYING….in that next Quiet moment I realized I was still on Earth Alive! HOWEVER, not knowing if I was Broken, Battered, or Bleeding, indeed many SURVIVAL instincts were crossing my mind! So, COMING OUT OF MY COMA STATE. While trying to figure out what happened… I realized that I had just been involved in A WRECK OF LIFE! And facing another DARK TIME! One thing was clear with THE CAR TOTALLY WRECKED also Devastatingly DEMOLISHED and with the steering wheel pressing into my CHEST AND SIDE… AS NOT EXPECTED… WHEN I OPENED MY EYES…. I HAD NOT DIED . That’s when, as the seat belt was cutting into my chest and thigh. While the rear trunk was sitting in my lap…..I understood by the Grace of God That I had Survived ONE OF THE WRECKS OF LIFE…. But still not knowing how to GET HELP, while maybe BLEEDING TO DEATH ….with NO CAR SIDE LEFT and FROST BITE, AND SHOCK SETTING IN….. I felt like I was gravely hurt ……while sitting at the end…. of an Unfamiliar Road again…. So even though I had not died in the immediate crash…..I realized LEFT OUTSIDE IN THE SNOW AND ICE…with the car resting on the concrete where the BLACK ICE had once been…. WITH NO SIDE OF THE CAR LEFT, IF I FROZE TO DEATH OR BLED TO DEATH THAT MIGHT STILL BE THE END OF EVERYTHING!!!!!… To be continued…. Okay realizing you have read my novels….. You also know that I am a master of cliff hangers! So appreciating the effect and AFTER affect….that Cliff hangers have on our life….. WITH ALL OF US NEEDING TO SURVIVE THE DARK TIMES! I am going to leave you hanging while wondering about one of the WRECKS OF LIFE….. Yes I will leave you hanging on the cliff….Until tomorrow when I will finish my true story one more time. So come back tomorrow….And I will finish this story full of Grace…. that obviously has a happy ending Since I am still here writing about it going along my way! But until then wondering how BADLY I WAS HURT… I will leave you with these healing thoughts as you too will one day be facing THE LAST WRECK IN YOUR LIFE. IN YOUR DARK TIMES…Have you ever found yourself on an UN-FAMILAR ROAD? HAVE YOU EVER FELT ALONE? DO YOU KNOW HOW TO GO HOME! So, knowing you have felt like that!!!!…What do you do when you are lost also alone? And experiencing a Stop of the Heart? HAVE YOU EVER FELT LIKE YOUR WORLD IS FALLING A PART! So, knowing that we have all found ourselves IGNORING THE WARNING SIGNS in DARK TIMES that are not very nice, as you are still Crying….. Whose NAME do you call out when you are trying to SURVIVE? WHO WILL MAKE SURE YOU SURVIVE THE WRECKS OF LIFE! WHO WILL MAKE SURE THAT YOU SURVIVE THE DARK TIMES! WHO WILL ALWAYS PROTECT YOUR HEART, SOUL, AND MIND WHEN YOU ARE INVOLVED IN THE WRECKS OF YOUR LIFE? Bottom line one more time. IN THE DARK TIMES…WHO IS YOUR LIGHT!!!!! Well as for me answering those Guiding questions will always be easy! That means, on my away back home, since I have been sixteen, the name I have called out then, and will continue to hold tight to throughout Eternity has always been…. And will Eternally be JESUS CHRIST! Because JESUS CHRIST…. IS THE LIGHT IN MY LIFE! That’s why, I KNOW THAT JESUS CHRIST WILL ALWAYS GET ME THROUGH THE DARK TIMES! And AS YOU LISTEN TO YOUR WARNING SIGNS I  PRAY that you feel the same way day and night! Because BELIEVE ME, me WITH THESE DARK TIMES ARRIVING! You too will need JESUS CHRIST to take the wheel in your life…. So, as you DIE on Earth, or your Soul fly’s away on an Angels wing to Paradise…. TO SURVIVE THE WRECKS OF LIFE YOU TOO WILL WANT SWEET JESUS CHRIST DRIVING ON LIFES HIGHWAY WITH YOU BEFORE YOU RUN OUT OF TIME …… Bottom line to SAVE YOUR BOTTOM LINE! AND TO HEED THE WARNING SIGNS! AS YOU SURVIVE THE DARK TIMES. While you are hydroplaning on the Slips and Slides of SATAN’S PAINFUL BLACK ICE.. BEFORE YOU RUN OUT OF TIME YOU TOO MUST REALIZE TO STAND ON THE BLACK ICE OF LIFE. That Everybody needs THE UPLIFTING STRENGTH AND DIVINE PROTECTION OF JESUS CHRIST to Survive the Wrecks of Time!” Joslin Fitzgerald … The Merry Mary Author ………. Thank you for reading my blog. And remember When I CAP WORDS or CAPITALIZE SENTENCES, I will never be angry. Instead, I am just emphasizing something very important that you need to know. Additionally, in my writing thank you for overlooking the small typos and tiny grammatical errors that you might find in some of my typing. Errors by the way that have been made, while I write long hours every day including sometimes late at night, through Blurry also Bleary Eyes! By doing that, knowing how much I care about you. And also knowing just like you, I am an imperfect person too. But likewise knowing that even though I am imperfect. That JESUS CHRIST is Perfect in His beautiful LIFE SAVING message of Heavenly Eternity! Please know you have just been sweetly prayed for. Just as I am also asking that you are praying for me all the time, in the same way too. And in that Protective, Sharing, Caring Prayer, that will always be full of Love and Amazing Grace from here to there. Please additionally know that every loving, lifeline word that I am writing, is Spirit sent in its Guiding direction and Soul Saving intention that will be leading you to…. Your Prayer of Salvation… Dear Jesus, I know I have done bad things in the past, and that I have done bad things today, and that I will continue to do bad things tomorrow as I am going along my way. Yes with all the bad things I am doing and saying that makes me a sinner, just like everyone else in the world every day. So, because I am a sinner, I know I need a Savior!……. Therefore, my sins and my unhappiness are why I have come to you today, as I am silently praying. Because I want to be Eternally happy, and my Soul needs to be Forever Saved. In saying that Jesus, I Believe that you were born on Christmas Day. I Believe Jesus, that you lived a perfect life that is written down in the Bible to teach me what is wrong and show me what is right in Every way. And I Believe Jesus, in your love for me that you died on the Cross to save me from all my sin’s day and night. Yes, Jesus, I Believe you died, and defeated the grave as you arose from the dead on the third day. So, I KNOW you are Alive Forevermore and that you are living inside my heart and soul eternally! Thus, in Believing and KNOWING Jesus that you are the Son of God! I am asking for your Forgiveness for all my sins that I know, and those I do not know that I have committed, including the ones that I will continue to daily wallow in. As I claim in Your Eternal Scriptural Promise in the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit that I am now going to Heaven. Yes I claim in my new faith this very Minute that I am Saved from Satan, because you died for me on the Cross. And during the time when you died, I now claim that you also defeated HELL after you went to your grave so you could SAVE MY LIFE. Then in your amazing arising on the third day, that proves you are Alive then and now in every way… I KNOW LOVING A LIVING SAVIOR THAT I WILL ETERNALLY BE SAVED FROM SATAN’S Moldy FRIGHTENING FIERY HELL HOLE! So, through my Salvation I know I will not go to my endless grave. And in that Redemption statement that just Saved my life! Thank you, Jesus Christ, because I am now whole since the Holy Spirit lives within my Soul! Therefore, in this prayer of Salvation. I, Believe, and I KNOW that I am born again into Heavens Home. And in your Biblical Promise of Salvation written in the scriptures, I also now KNOW that I have received Everlasting Life! That’s why, as I ask you to change my blind darkness to guiding light you are Now, and YOU WILL FOREVERMORE be my Savior, Jesus Christ. Amen……. Absolutely I pray that you have accepted Jesus Christ as your Eternal guiding light, and your Savior today. In that prayer and Heavenly goal I know I may never meet you here on earth as we are roaming. But if you truly prayed your Salvation Prayer to Jesus requesting Forgiveness of your sins and asking HIM for your Redemption! You are right now this second Saved from Satan’s Endless Hell and Pain! And going to Heaven. That means, some day or night, I will see you when we go home to Paradise as we PRAISE THE LORD all the time! And now as I have to say goodbye until we come back to be uplifted by this blog tomorrow. I want to Thank you for your prayers and support that you are giving me daily. And in that thankfulness. Please know that I have again just prayed and Celebrated with you, because you are Saved! Oh, and one more time, being my Brother or Sister in Christ thank you again for all your sweet encouraging words and sweet emails that are Uplifting my life, and my writing, as I too am praying for You while going along my Mary way.………….. To see my books, and Movies please go to my web site www.joslinfun.com