“Good morning world, as I blend my A Daily Celebration journal reflection in with the adjoining scripture….. please read (Matthew 6:9-13) This is the guiding light and life changing verse that I have researched and picked to highlight my blog post today. Likewise, please enjoy my coordinating original Merry Mary blog thought that ties the scripture into my new journal quote which is as follows… (In your life as you keep taking two steps back. Have you ever wondered why you keep staying immobilized by regret, anxiety, grief, and rage that keeps lasting night and day. And in that two step back tragic dance with life. Have you also realized as You take your steps back…. that’s when your trapped mind keeps falls through the cracks. So, knowing in some way that WE HAVE ALL BEEN CRACKING UP over our Divided thoughts about Life, our fathers, and the HOLLOW-Days. Likewise realizing all of us have been thinking about things that Stop and Start different ways. That means, when we least expect it…. during some night or day…. we will all be living in a time of sorrow, anger, regret, and pain. That’s why, as we try to deal with a past that should not last. Even if you are happy now…when your father dies, and or when your father lies, and or when your father leaves you behind…. YOU TOO WILL HAVE A HARD TIME CELEBRATING FATHERS DAY, OR THE PASSING OF TIME. Likewise, with all of us having to deal with the sad, mad, grieving, sorrowful bad facts of life. In the two step back facts…. that have to do with time passing by… You need to realize if you keep taking your steps back that soon you will be Cracking up, while always secretly crying. That means when you least expect it, one day or night while taking those trapped steps backwards…. those bad, sad, tragic thoughts will also ruin your Father’s Day and life. That’s why, with all of us being trapped in the same tragic past. One night or day, when you think things are fine, (and they are not,) you will find yourself going two steps back…. And in that sad, mad, grieving, tragic step back you too will CRACK! Then in that crack up, you will find yourself trapped in the past. And in that trap while going backwards and falling through the cracks…. you will be wondering how… that BAD STEP happened. You will also be wondering how you can make sure those bad, sad, grieving and tragic things in life… don’t last! Well HANG ON…because the answer to those KEEP GOING FORWARD…inquiries is to trust Jesus Christ with the steps in your life. That’s why to NEVER GO BACKWARDS….Jesus wants you to always be GOING FORWARDS! Next to GO FOWARD, while being happy and not crying, you must STOP letting Satan trap you in the sadness, madness, and tragedy of the past. Bottom line to Go Forward in life…you must leave your bad past, pain, regrets, sadness, madness, and grief behind! Next NO longer taking any steps back. By changing your past into a HAPPY two step dance. With you always trusting Jesus Christ to make things in your life right. You will Eternally be going FORWARD not BACKWARDS now and to the end of time.) So, knowing that forward motion…. is what you want to be feeling. Yet knowing for some of you that forward way of thinking is not the way you have been living….In your life as you feel like you have been taking ONE STEP FORWARD AND MANY MORE STEPS BACK what does going Forward or Falling Backwards mean to your days and nights? And as, you are going through your days and nights TRYING TO SURVIVE THE FACTS OF LIFE. As you are either leaving or arriving, while thinking about what it means to be TAKING ONE STEP FORWARD AND MANY MORE STEPS BACK. Let’s, likewise think about what it means to RUN OUT OF TIME. And on your away back home, NOT WANTING YOU TO FALL through the Cracks in your life! with some of your minds full of confusion and doubt. With SOME OF YOU CRACKING UP, because you still do NOT know what I am talking about. What do you think about when I write… the words LEAVING, ARRIVING, CRACKING UP, HEADING UP, and GOING OUT ? And asking Every-body that round and about COMING AND GOING question that has do with learning many LIFE LESSONS. As you know, yesterday I was talking about Falling, Flying, CRACKING UP, likewise SURVIVING! Additionally thinking about things ABOVE ALSO BELOW! I have also been writing about NOT FALLING THROUGH THE CRACKS Before You CRACK UP and Go! So, today writing about TAKING ONE STEP FORWARD AND MANY MORE STEPS BACK in different ways from the Beginning to the End. I will once again, be writing about the WAITING GAME that’s all about Beginnings and Happily Ever After at the End. Likewise, I will be writing about how to SURVIVE your Final Leaving Disaster that has everything to do with DYING! That’s why, today still thinking about MANY COMING, GOING AGAIN, LEAVING AND ARRIVING THINGS that mean something different, yet are the same! I thought I would follow that ready or Not on your away back home, thought up with what it means to REAALLY be TAKING ONE STEP FORWARD AND MANY MORE STEPS BACK while playing the WAITING GAME! Therefore, thinking about LEAVING AND ARRIVING in Many Different ways! While still giving you another BIRD REPORT today. Changing my train of thought once more. TO GET YOU WHERE YOU NEED TO GOING…. AT THE END OF EVERYTHING! Let’s ONCE MORE talk about the birds WHO ARE STILL NESTING on my door . And giving you another BIRD REPORT, while looking at the Miracle Hanging on My Front Door! Likewise thinking about things that you need to understand Now also Before as you are TAKING ONE STEP FORWARD AND MANY MORE STEPS BACK. To keep you from CRACKING UP let’s get a new BIRD REPORT. And as we are still thinking about BIRDS, AND THE WORD…are you aware that sometime soon as you are LEAVING THIS EARTH that you TOO will be handing in your final DEATH AND RE-BIRTH report. So, knowing that You TOO will soon be COMING OR GOING! BEFORE YOU GO OUT AT THE END OF THE LAST DAY. As you are trying to SURVIVE the Virus, Violence, High Prices, Short Supplies, and SATAN…. As well as any TRYING TO SURVIVE the other Frightening things and Unsettled Times that are happening in your work or at play. Have you ever wondered WHY YOU KEEP CRACKING UP as you are going along your way? Bottom line. What is it that you can NOT Handle, while you have been playing your WAITING GAME! And in that WAITING on something to come thought that has just come your way……. What does any of that LEAVING, ARRIVING, BIRD REPORT, AND CRACKING UP mean to what has been going on today! And that’s another GOING also COMING inquiry that has to do with where you belong AND WILL BE GOING. AND THOSE COMING AND GOING AGAIN THINGS WILL ALWAYS BE GOOD TO KNOW! Because, at the Beginning to the End….there will always be many different kinds of DROPPING IN AND GOING OUT things….. Happening all day long. So, ONCE AGAIN…WITH YOU GETTING CLOSE TO THE END OF EVERYTHING! To make sure that you know what I mean ABOUT COMING AND GOING. While using the things on Earth to support these Heavenly on your away back home Themes! Again, looking into the REAL BIRD NEST HANGING ON MY FRONT DOOR…as I am once more watching the BABY BIRDS resting, and sleeping. The birds who are Also known as the WORMS who are hanging on my front door. AS THESE BLIND BIRDS KEEP DREAMING. You have to know from the moment that the EGGS DROPPED IN TO MY LIFE… that I have been enjoying my Birdie view! And that BIRDS EYE VIEW has been great fun FOR ME TO SHARE WITH YOU TOO! Because Every-body in my LIFE EITHER FIGURATIVELY OR LITTERALLY can easily see that THE BIRDS on our front door, are getting Ready for something more that will START OR STOP THEIR STORY!… That means, the Egg Heads, ALIAS THE WORMY BIRDS, and their mother Robin have just realized day and night as SOON AS THE EGGS SAW THE LIGHT THAT THEY WOULD EITHER DIE OR TAKE FLIGHT! And as soon as her BABIES OPENED UP THEIR EYES! They all have known that life as they had known it just Ended, OR WAS BEGINNING! And as the EGGS CRACKED, while the BABIES ARRIVED. The Bird family has realized that a new life for each of them was just BEGINNING! That means, after the babies fly away. And after the Babies LEAVE the Safety of my front porch one night or day LIKE IN YOUR LIFE IN SOME WAY EVERY NIGHT AND DAY we have all realized that THINGS WILL NEVER BE THE SAME! And in the WAITING GAME, WHILE REALIZING THAT THINGS WILL NEVER BE THE SAME. From the moment her EGGS DROPPED IN, and from the SECOND THAT THEY CRACKED OPEN my mama Robin has likewise realized that her quiet time was over, and her nesting peace was gone! Because, Happily or sadly…. HER TIME OF ANTICPATING AND WAITING WAS DONE! Bottom line, in her life my Mama Robin’s Peaceful Resting time of getting ready for something to ARRIVE was also through too. Because, now there are FIVE Hungry Demanding babies in the Nest who are finding their breath, in their brief earthly stay…. WHO KNOW THAT THEIR TIME IS DUE…. And realizing NOTHING WILL EVER BE THE SAME! Those FIVE BIRD BABIES will be depending on her for Every-thing underneath their sky of blue EVERYDAY. That means, in their ODD version of a tree. Seeing my door as a place of Safety! As the BIRDS WHO NOW LOOK LIKE WORMS, have been BLINDLY born in a nest hanging on my front door for all to see. The FIVE BIRD BABIES WHO JUST DROPPED IN will be TRYING TO SURVIVE EVERYTHING! And in that need to STAY ALIVE! The Bird Babies will DESPERATELY be, trying NOT TO FALL THROUGH THE CRACKS AND TO NOT FALL OUT OF THE NEST AND DIE! That’s why, DROPPING IN, while CRACKING UP, and Breaking their eggs into…. getting ready to Go Out into the Blue! THINGS WILL NEVER BE THE SAME. And in that DROPPING IN AND GOING OUT daily rearranging VIEW, while hanging on my doors wreath…there will now be FIVE birdy infants who need to Eat so they can FLY AWAY and SURVIVE THE FACTS OF LIFE. That means, there are right now FIVE HUNGRY BABIES TO FEED! Who as they DROPPED IN, BEFORE THEY LEAVE have a very short time to rest, also sleep! Yes indeed there are right now FIVE BIRD BABIES WHO BEFORE THEY LEAVE THE NEST AND FLY AWAY, WILL REALIZE THAT THINGS WILL NEVER BE THE SAME! Therefore, looking at my front door the CRACKING UP STATE of these FIVE EGGS! Started me thinking about your FRAGILE SOUL and where you are in your messy nest once more! So, on your away back home, WONDERING WHERE YOU WILL BE GOING. By also knowing that you need to find your SAFE PLACE, WHERE YOU CAN FIND YOUR PEACE, FEEDING, AND REST! Realizing that there are still a few of you out there who do not know that JESUS CHRIST WANTS TO GIVE YOU WHAT’S BEST! In Life’s Crack Downs, CRACK UPS. Stresses, and Tests! Leading to an ETERNAL CRACK UP MESS! As you too are DROPPING IN WHILE TRYING NOT TO GO DOWN! Getting ready to GO OUT OF THIS WORLD FOREVERMORE! WITH NOTHING STAYING THE SAME…ARE YOU AWARE that day to day, shore to shore….. AFTER YOU DIE THAT NOTHING WILL EVER BE THE SAME DAY OR NIGHT? SO KNOWING THAT IS RIGHT. Needing to find a way to SURVIVE THE DYING FACTS OF LIFE THAT WILL NEVER GO AWAY. As you are HIDING BEHIND YOUR DOOR, while trying to decide between going to HEAVEN or Hell. Shore to shore Have you ever wondered How long it WILL be… before you CRACK OUT OF YOUR SINFUL SHELL and SEE WHAT YOU NEED TO SEE?! So, on your away back home, WANTING YOU TO BE WHO YOU NEED TO BE! Now thinking about the different stages of CRACKING UP AND CRACKING OUT that will always be connected to THE CERTAINITY OF TAKING ONE STEP FORWARD AND MANY MORE STEPS BACK! Writing about things from an ETERNAL COMING AND GOING POINT OF VIEW! With the BELOW THOUGHTS linked to your Misery WITHIN…. Just like you, I too….realized a long time ago at BREATHS BEGINNING. That as we DROPPED INTO OUR NEST…. on our away back home, We are all in the same way trying to find our SAFE WAY, AND HAPPY PLACE, before we GO OUT at the END OF OUR LAST CONTEST. That’s why, fearing the many conflicting consequences, while living north to south, coast to coast, shore to shore…. TRYING TO SURVIVE CRYING AND DYING in many different ways now and before. With a few of you NOT knowing if you would rather FRY OR FLY! Thinking that going TO HELL WILL BE NICE you are a CRACKPOT CRACKING UP HIDING behind your door! That’s why, realizing THAT SOME OF YOU are living in various degrees of DROPPING IN AND GOING OUT AGAIN, you must KNOW HOW TO GO OVER THE RAINBOW TO PARADISE at THE END OF EVERYTHING. And to GO TO HEAVEN You must understand where you want to spend FOREVERMORE. So, knowing that you want to be going to PARADISE AS YOU OPEN UP THE PEARLY DOOR….That ARRIVING STATEMENT will lead to many Heavenly fine line on your away back home, decisions shore to shore! On the other hand CRACKING UP more and more! While playing SATAN’S WAITING GAME will lead to some really PAINFUL HELLISH REGRETS that will be No fun when your time is done! THAT MEANS YOU WILL CONTINUE TO CRACK UP AT THE END OF EVERYTHING! BUT NOT WANTING YOU TO CRACK UP ON YOUR SHORE! LIKEWISE NOT WANTING YOU TO FALL THROUGH THE CRACK OF FOREVERMORE. On your away back home, Right now thinking more about your CRACKING UP Soul…..THAT WANTS TO GO OVER THE RAINBOW! And WRITING less about the birds who are beginning to grow….. There is one thing you must know IF YOU ARE TO SURVIVE THE DYING FACTS OF LIFE BEFORE YOU GO BELOW….. . That’s why….as you are DROPPING IN getting ready to GO OUT AGAIN BEFORE YOU RUN OUT OF TIME! In your insanity THINKING GOING TO HELL WILL BE NICE??? NOT KNOWING THAT GOING TO HELL WILL ALWAYS BE THE WRONG WAY TO GO TO PARADISE! You must know, as you are CRACKING UP in your life. THAT GOING TO HELL WILL ETERNALLY BE THE WRONG, PAINFUL, FRIGHTENING WAY TO GO OVER THE RAINBOW! So, saying that, when YOU LEAVE YOUR FRONT DOOR, AND CHOSE CRACKING UP AND BURNING ALIVE EVERYDAY IN SATAN’S PAINFUL FIRE AS YOUR WRONG HORRIFYING WAY TO GO! You also must know that GOING TO HELL will be the greatest CRACK UP of them all that will be leading to THE ETERNAL DEMISE OF YOUR SOUL! Therefore, KNOWING THAT YOU DON’T .WANT YOUR SOUL TO DIE! You need to know….. to SURVIVE SATAN’S PAIN, FEARS, and LIES, likewise TO SAVE YOUR CRACKING UP SOUL FROM FRYING! You must know to keep your INSIDES FROM CRACKING UP! That You need to CRACK OUT of the DEMONS grip! That means, when you are DROPPING IN at the Beginning of Life, getting ready to GO OUT AGAIN at the end into the AFTER LIFE. To make the RIGHT HEAVENLY TRIP OVER THE RAINBOW, on your away back home, as you find your Divine Nest of Eternal Rest in HEAVENLY PARADISE. BEFORE YOU GO….You must realize to SURVIVE SATAN ‘S FEARS, PAINS AND LIES….that you need to CALL OUT JESUS CHRIST’S NAME! Bottom line, to keep your Soul from Crying and Dying you must find, and Trust JESUS CHRIST EVERYDAY! BECAUSE ONLY JESUS CAN MAKE SURE THAT YOUR SOUL FLYS AWAY. Bottom line finding your SALVATION by SAVING YOUR SOUL, while following the Delightful Son-light HOME! That Right DROPPING IN ARRIVING Decision will Eternally be the only way to keep YOU from Cracking Up in Life Beginning to the Never Ending! And all of that means, when you are getting ready to GO OUT OF THIS WORLD! AT EARTHS END, TO FIND THE BEGINNING OF EVERYTHING! YOU MUST BE FOLLOWING JESUS CHRIST TO PARADISE! That way, WHEN YOU DROP IN…AFTER YOU GO OUT AGAIN, YOU TOO WILL ONE NIGHT OR DAY GO TO HEAVEN AT THE END OF EVERYTHING and you will never again be TAKING ONE STEP FORWARD AND ANY STEPS BACK!” Joslin Fitzgerald…. the Merry Mary Author…