” Good morning world, as I blend my A Daily Celebration journal reflection in with the adjoining scripture….. please read (Psalm 18:2) This is the guiding light and life changing verse that I have researched and picked to highlight my blog post today. Likewise, please enjoy my coordinating original Merry Mary blog thought that ties the scripture into my new BOOK which is as follows… ( In life many words will mean something to our days and nights, that’s why, thinking about the words forgive, forget, loneliness, regret, disaster, and the dates following after, I am wondering what do these thoughts have to do with your life. Therefore, knowing that these before and after words have everything to do with you surviving and being happy. Likewise realizing that even in a disaster if you think about things the right way….. good things can be followed after. With some of you unable to forgive or forget your regrets that means right now you are thinking about all different kinds of disasters that keep leading you to many stages of loneliness and unhappiness. That’s why to take all of the regret out of your life, to think about things right, you need to realize that nothing in time will get better unless you can Forgive and Forget your regrets! Therefore, knowing you are an imperfect person, as the Lord helps you go through Satan’s disasters…. thats when by learning to forgive yourself and forget your regrets you will get stronger as you grow. Then Every day as you follow the SON while being watered by THE RAIN OF FAITH you will find happiness in your life and also restoration of your soul. And as you look forward to the rainbows in that beautiful thought realizing as you Walk Through Satan’s TORNados… that the days following after the disaster… Jesus Christ will always be there to forgive us for what we have done wrong. As we learn to forgive ourselves by replacing unhappiness with Heavenly peace. that act of Divine love will shows us that we can forgive and forget our disasters and regrets. Then starting over while going in and out of our dates… no matter what kind of Satan’s pain comes our way after Satan’s disaster is over…. Jesus Christ will always be our rock, also refuge, and stronghold that will get us through any of Satan’s loneliness and pain. That means, no matter how many regrets we have as we go through life when we end our loneliness, by realizing that Jesus Christ has forgiven us of all of our sins …then we will also be able to forgive ourselves of our mistakes, disasters, stresses, and regrets.) So thinking along those forgive and forget holiday or hollow date lines….what comes to your mind, when I say that today, is a new hour following after yet another hollow holidays disaster? And repeating the same thing i just said…. Realizing when you repeat something especially if it is in writing it will stick in your head…..knowing that another holiday, or hollow day has again come your way. What were you expecting to happen in the hours after the latest hollow holiday? Likewise, what will happen in the hours following after yet another disappointing hollow day disaster? And with holidays also hollow days coming your way with another date coming in faster, will you be able to survive the hours after that will be following another disaster! So, asking you these following after the disaster questions, while still knowing that you all need to find a way to survive the facts of life. With some of you still hating your mother. What confusing conflicting feelings are you constantly experiencing after yet another hollow days-holiday disaster that has again taken away some of your time! And with some of you losing your mind…..while thinking about what happens after a disaster in many different ways. What is a hollow, holiday day anyway? And what does a hollow holiday have to do with your mother forgiving forgetting and disasters? So, wondering what that double hollow holiday wording means to things coming after. Following the hours after yet another holiday disaster. The fact that another hollow day’s holiday…. Has come your way, then has gone again, while it hurt your heart… Also messed with your head and left you empty and devoid of fun and full of dread….. With some of you wishing you or your mother were dead. That means for some of us… including me…that mother’s day was rather upsetting also disappointing! And in many ways with my mother leaving me to go over the rainbow realizing that mother’s day will always leaving me feeling empty, and not complete. In that hollow way, the holiday has also left me silently dead and crying inside. Because I know my mother died. And even though I am alive. Without seeing my kids on mothers day…. I likewise kind of feel dead inside. So, knowing mother’s day…. Might have been slightly depressing for you too in some ways to find the way to survive the facts of life! Exactly what do the above hollow day disaster statements really mean to your holidays, your life and to you also your insides? Bottom line, what is a hollow days holiday? And thinking about the words hollow also holiday forgiving forgetting and disaster, what does any of that have to do with your life and the time coming after! Bottom line, what does feeling depressed, and slightly let down in a different hollow way… with nobody around to help you celebrate mother’s day have to do with you being happy today…. So, knowing that mother’s day was either happy or crappy! Were you an appreciated mother, with children who spoiled you and who gave you rest? Were you an appreciated mother, with children who took away your stress? Were you an appreciated mother, with children who cleaned up their mess? Were you an appreciated mother, with children who spoiled you and gave you presents? Were you an appreciated mother, with children who spoiled you, and who gave you a lovely breakfast in bed! Or being slightly depressed, while trying to clean up your emotional mess. Dealing with the stress that you are still trying to suppress…… by not passing the mother’s day test! Were you a mother who did not get any presents! Were you a mother who did not get any frigin breakfast in bed! Were you a mother who had to clean up the mess! Were you a mother who got no rest! Were you a mother who was stressed! Were you a mother who did not pass the mothering test! And in that sad unappreciated situation, is today yet another hollow day following after another holiday’s disaster… that has been causing you to be depressed! So, knowing that there are some of you… and me too who are dealing with depression, stress, messes, and unrest since your children are MIA and your mother’s day was not quite the best! While feeling like you are flunking the mothering tests! Asking you those two-sided hollow holiday questions that have to do with forgiving and forgetting! Exactly what all is involved with…surviving a hollow holiday’s mess? Also, what will be involved in surviving the hours following after the unrest! Bottom line. What happens the day after the last hollow days diaster? Well, I guess it all depends if you are still celebrating the last holiday filled with smiles and laughter. Or if suffering through yet another depressing, stressful, unrestful, messy, hollow day’s disaster, you are still unable to suppress your sadness. And struggling through another depressing, stressful, unrestful, messy, hollow day’s memory, that all depends on if you have found the way to forgive forget and to be happy. And suffering through another depressing, stressful, unrestful, messy, hollow day’s disaster if you can’t supress your depression. After being slightly devastated, since your children are gone and your mother’s day was not quite the best, and your hollow date was not as nice as it used to be. While your kids keep pretending you are Not alive or worse with some of them wishing you would die. One more time with you being unable to forgive yourself and to forget your regrets right now there are some of you who feel like you are flunking your mothering tests! That’s why unable to forgive yourself of your mistakes feeling like you keep flunking your mothering tests all of the time! That means, right now you are silently grieving, while feeling empty, and crying inside… So now thinking more about your soul, and less about the people you know… and also thinking less about the ones who left your behind, or who are pretending you are NOT a part of their life! Do you realize, in order for you to survive all of your hollow days and empty nights…… That you need to remember what happens on earth does not even matter! That means, it does not matter if your mother died. It does not matter if your kids pretend you are not alive. It does not matter if you got a phone call or presents. It also does not matter if you didn’t get any frigin breakfast in bed. Likewise, it does not matter if your mother was wonderful. It does not matter if your mother was loving or kind. It does not matter if your mother was creepy and left you behind. It does not matter if your mother was a rattle snake and made you cry. Because none of that matters in your life anyway! Happily, the only thing that will ever matter, is what happens after life’s disasters! Bottom line one more time, what really matters is finding the best things in life today! That means, what really matters is finding your peace and happiness and the best things in life as tomorrow comes your way!!! That’s why, to be happy also complete today you must forgive and forget your mistakes and regrets…doing that you will realize what happened in your past or what happened on mother’s day…does not matter any way. Because the past cannot last unless you invite your past into your today…….So saying things that way as you find the way to be happy now no matter what others do or say….you will realize when the time comes and earth goes away. After you have enjoyed your nights and days that forgetting the past by asking JESUS CHRIST FOR FORGIVNESS is all you need to be happy! That being happy inside with you keeping your eyes on Christ! You too will find the heavenly delight that will last forever now and throughout paradise. And that’s more great forget and forgive insight. Because forgetting what you did, while knowing that JESUS HAS ALREADY FORGIVEN YOU OF ALL YOUR SINS….! You, will realize once you are saved from Satan’s pain that every date will be a HAPPY DAY…. And by the way you need to remember it is satan who inflicts all of your hollow days with pain……. So to find a way to forget, and accept your Heavenly forgiveness as you smile every day, realizing that nothing happening on earth matters anyway! KNOWING THAT JESUS HAS ALREADY FORGIVEN YOU OF THE THINGS YOU MUST FORGET Everything will be alright after….. Because after you survive the facts of life and you find the way to be happy inside….there will never be another hollow lonely holiday’s disaster in your life.” Joslin Fitzgerald… the Merry Mary Author….Thank you for reading my blog. And remember When I CAP WORDS or CAPITALIZE SENTENCES, I will never be angry. Instead, I am just emphasizing something very important that you need to know. Additionally, in my writing thank you for overlooking the small typos and tiny grammatical errors that you might find in some of my typing. Errors by the way that have been made, while I write long hours every day including sometimes late at night, through Blurry also Bleary Eyes! By doing that, knowing how much I care about you. And also knowing just like you, I am an imperfect person too. But likewise knowing that even though I am imperfect. That JESUS CHRIST is Perfect in His beautiful LIFE SAVING message of Heavenly Eternity! Please know you have just been sweetly prayed for. Just as I am also asking that you are praying for me all the time, in the same way too. And in that Protective, Sharing, Caring Prayer, that will always be full of Love and Amazing Grace from here to there. Please additionally know that every loving, lifeline word that I am writing, is Spirit sent in its Guiding direction and Soul Saving intention that will be leading you to…. Your Prayer of Salvation… Dear Jesus, I know I have done bad things in the past, and that I have done bad things today, and that I will continue to do bad things tomorrow as I am going along my way. Yes with all the bad things I am doing and saying that makes me a sinner, just like everyone else in the world every day. So, because I am a sinner, I know I need a Savior!……. Therefore, my sins and my unhappiness are why I have come to you today, as I am silently praying. Because I want to be Eternally happy, and my Soul needs to be Forever Saved. In saying that Jesus, I Believe that you were born on Christmas Day. I Believe Jesus, that you lived a perfect life that is written down in the Bible to teach me what is wrong and show me what is right in Every way. And I Believe Jesus, in your love for me that you died on the Cross to save me from all my sin’s day and night. Yes, Jesus, I Believe you died, and defeated the grave as you arose from the dead on the third day. So, I KNOW you are Alive Forevermore and that you are living inside my heart and soul eternally! Thus, in Believing and KNOWING Jesus that you are the Son of God! I am asking for your Forgiveness for all my sins that I know, and those I do not know that I have committed, including the ones that I will continue to daily wallow in. As I claim in Your Eternal Scriptural Promise in the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit that I am now going to Heaven. Yes I claim in my new faith this very Minute that I am Saved from Satan, because you died for me on the Cross. And during the time when you died, I now claim that you also defeated HELL after you went to your grave so you could SAVE MY LIFE. Then in your amazing arising on the third day, that proves you are Alive then and now in every way… I KNOW LOVING A LIVING SAVIOR THAT I WILL ETERNALLY BE SAVED FROM SATAN’S Moldy FRIGHTENING FIERY HELL HOLE! So, through my Salvation I know I will not go to my endless grave. And in that Redemption statement that just Saved my life! Thank you, Jesus Christ, because I am now whole since the Holy Spirit lives within my Soul! Therefore, in this prayer of Salvation. I, Believe, and I KNOW that I am born again into Heavens Home. And in your Biblical Promise of Salvation written in the scriptures, I also now KNOW that I have received Everlasting Life! That’s why, as I ask you to change my blind darkness to guiding light you are Now, and YOU WILL FOREVERMORE be my Savior, Jesus Christ. Amen……. Absolutely I pray that you have accepted Jesus Christ as your Eternal guiding light, and your Savior today. In that prayer and Heavenly goal I know I may never meet you here on earth as we are roaming. But if you truly prayed your Salvation Prayer to Jesus requesting Forgiveness of your sins and asking HIM for your Redemption! You are right now this second Saved from Satan’s Endless Hell and Pain! And going to Heaven. That means, some day or night, I will see you when we go home to Paradise as we PRAISE THE LORD all the time! And now as I have to say goodbye until we come back to be uplifted by this blog tomorrow. I want to Thank you for your prayers and support that you are giving me daily. And in that Thankfulness. Please know that I am still Celebrating with you, because I also know that you are Saved! Oh, and one more time, being my Brother or Sister in Christ thank you again for all your sweet encouraging words and sweet emails that are Uplifting my life, and my writing, as I too am praying for You while going along my Mary way.……….. To see my books, and Movies please go to my web site www.joslinfun.com