“Good morning world, as I blend my A Daily Celebration journal reflection in with the adjoining scripture….. please read (Psalm 37:4) This is the guiding light and life changing verse that I have researched and picked to highlight my blog post today. Likewise, please enjoy my coordinating original Merry Mary blog thought that ties the scripture into my new BOOK which is as follows… (Have you ever thought about the words hollow and happy? Likewise have you ever thought about the difference between a HOLLOW DATE and a HOLIDAY! And making up that HOLLOW DATE word…realizing that it represents the way a lot of you feel about the HOLIDAYS….With some of you leaving behind yet another Hollow Date. Realizing that in some way….Mother’s day did not go your way. Right now, with your mother missing…. and or your kids disappointing you again. With you facing yet another HOLLOW DATE AFTER. You have to be wondering will the pain from your HOLLOW DAY Ever Go Away? And asking you more Distressing, empty, and lonely questions after being inflicted, by yet another HOLLOW DATE. Knowing unless things change that another HOLLOW MOTHER’S DAY….. will be coming near next year. You have to be wondering….. will things Ever Get Better In Your Life… OR will your heart ache always remain near? Bottom line with your future being unclear….. is there a way to Survive the heart breaks in life that will not disappear! And that’s another great insight…. into what is happening inside your heart, soul, and mind. Because if you didn’t feel loved and happy on Mother’s day, that’s YOUR FAULT IN EVERY WAY AND AT ANY TIME!!! That means if your heart keeps breaking YOU ARE THE ONE BREAKING IT INTO. AND IF YOU ARE NOT HAPPY THEN THAT MEANS YOU ARE NOT HAPPY WITH YOU! That’s why, in life if you are depending on other people to make you happy… you will live with a heart ache that will never go away! Therefore, to always be happy…. no matter the situation… YOU need to see… it’s not the people on earth who will make you happy! It’s the Lord Jesus Christ who will give you peace… inside your heart, soul, and mind. That’s why you need to stop counting on people and holidays to make you happy! And as you keep delighting in the Lord.. Jesus will give you the desires of your heart… Yes that includes turning your hollow dates… back into happy EVERY DAYS that will never depart!) But wait…. is being happy really that easy?! So, wanting all of your days to be ones that you can celebrate. Are you wondering if the Hollow Days of Pain Ever Go Away? And asking you more Painful questions right After being inflicted, by yet another HOLLOW DAY called Mother’s Day. With some of us still fighting back the Childhood tears that have haunted us for years. While, likewise Still dealing with the fears while realizing that we will have to relive this mothering disappointment NEXT YEAR. Knowing that another HOLLOW MOTHERS DAY….. will again be coming near. Realizing, since we didn’t get a present, of a phone call, with our family members ignoring us and taking us for granted…. that our kids may have permanently Disappeared. For some of us…… like me…….with someone missing mother’s day was slightly depressing and disappointing . so, knowing that not all Mother’s day will be happy! also knowing that being a mother will never be easy! here are some more surival solutions for you today. that will help you deal with the next coming….. 365 dates of Mothers day! and that’s good to know since mother’s day is everyday! so to make sure your heart survives the coming other days heart ache and pain. what i am wanting to know is… if, your mother’s day was another hollow day disaster in many different ways! how can you make the other 364 days of pain go away? so, asking you that painful missing in action question. realizing for a few of us Mother’s day did not go as planned or our way! while trying to deal with the pain that remains. i am now wondering, as time has been marching through…. while going into yet another up and down month that focuses on sickness, the virus, disasters, pain, satan, violence, war, your mothering skills, also other disappointments too….. after getting through yet another hollow day…how are you doing? and questioning how you are doing, if your kids did not treat you the best. while missing your kids, calls, presents, and frigin breakfast in bed! fearing that most of those depressing words, and painful situations might describe the mothering pain that you are in. knowing that some of you…. like me, are once again living on the hurting side of time. how are you handling those facts of life? and that’s another good survival inquiry. because, with Mothers day being a bust one more time. right about now as the new year has again cut your heart into with its sneaky knife….. after surviving yet another hollow day. you have to be wondering….. will things ever get better in your life or will the pain always remain? will anything ever be right? is there a way to survive? bottom line, will Mother’s day and the other days….ever be nice! and that’s another good insight…. into what is happening inside your mind. that you need to know…. if you are to survive the facts of life and be happy before you go. and those are things that will always be good to know! because what if you didn’t feel merry on mother’s day? what if you were not happy, and instead you were, and are still in pain?! what if inside your heart lives a forever ache! bottom line, how can you make your days of pain go away… if there are no happy mothers……. or happy other days! so wondering how you are answering those up and down questions, in the aftermath of yet another disappointing life alternating hollow-day’s mothering skills dissection. when everybody else around you keeps celebrating and you keep commiserating! what if on your Mother’s day or any other day after in your life, you are still sighing or even at home alone crying. oh no, what if it was not a happy day! what if your mother’s day was a sad day? what if in the aftermath of a broken heart your mother died. and what if you are also like me. and your kids are grown living away from home with some of them pretending that you are not even alive. what if you have nobody motherly to kiss and hug on mother’s day! what if ignoring you, your children, or stepchildren do not appreciate your sacrifices, love, or heart break. what if all you have left are lonely yearning long time ago memories of being happy yesterday with your baby, child, family, or your mommy that have left you longing for the good old days. bottom line. can you survive mother’s day…. or any other day… if your days of pain…. will never go away? likewise thinking of things in a similar way. what if, your mother is still alive?….. but in an emotional dip, flop, flip, and dive of the mind with something wrong in your life…… that is torturing your head…. you wish your poor mother was dead! what if your mother was and still is mean or distant every day! what if just by saying her name your head hurts and you instantly see red flames ! what if your mother…is a butt head! what if she has been misled. what if there were no phone calls? what if there were no presents. what if you didn’t get your frigin breakfast iin bed! what if your mother abandoned you when you were small? what if you don’t have any good memories of her at all! what if in the world of giant hurts you feel very short, when you should feel loved, happy also tall? what if in a world of pain….. you feel like a bug drowning in the rain? bottom line one more time. what if the heart break of a day…… will never go away! does that mean the pain will go on forever anyway? does being without a mother or without a kid everyday in many different kinds of ways… mean…. the pain stays? bottom line, does being unhappy mean that you will never be happy. so, not knowing how to deal with the facts of life. while realizing for some that a happy new year might really be a lie!…… with time not on your side. and nothing nice happening in your stay, not knowing the answers to those questions. you have to wondering…… will your days of pain ever go away? and if you are to survive the facts of life. how can you get things to go better, before you run out of time? how can you get your kids to realize that you…. really are alive!!!!!!! how can you get your kids to know that what they say and do makes you cry! how can you get your kids to know that you need them in your life! bottom line…. even if your kids are not nice or the best! and your family leaves you depressed! wanting to cry, because you feel unappreciated day and night. to smile all of the time …how can you make the best of your time flying by? well first you need to know that your kids will never be what will make you happy! because kids are inperfect, injured people too. and they all have their own problems that haunt them just like your childhood traumas haunt you…. so, not finding your worth in what your kids say and do day to night. you need to realize that the hollow days….. really mean nothing in your life! and doing the best you can do after you gave your kids the gift of sight! realizing that you gave them the present of life……you need to stop being hard on your self and stop expecting anything from them at any time. and giving yourself, presents, and making yourself breakfast in bed! you need to end your sadness, also depression….. and you must start finding the best in your life instead! and that’s all-great advice! because to be happy …….you must be happy with who you are inside your head!…… so, thinking about things in a positive way, in the after math of yet another hollow day. i pray that by finding the way to end your depression! by knowing your true person’s worth. that you will find the way to not be in pain on earth! and finding the way to be happy, you won’t have any more pain on the way! so, to avoid the pain that kids make! knowing they are wrong and you are great! i pray for the next year…. that you will have 364 great happy mother’s dates! and that every day after will always be a happy holiday! so still thinking more about mother’s day. since after all every day is Mothers day! I pray you will always have a happy mothers’ day by choice in every way. Next to find a way to end your pain, knowing that more hollow days will come someday. likewise realizing that the other suffering days are also coming along the way. by being happy inside your mind also soul. that in all ways you will know there will always be a way to survive the pain of today, tomorrow, and yesterday! SO, KNOWING NOTHING ON EARTH MATTERS! EXCEPT THE TIME WHEN YOU ACCEPT YOUR SALVATION!!!! BY FINDING THE BEST IN LIFE…. THAT WILL BE THE WAY TO SURVIVE ANY PAIN. AND THAT’S GOOD NEWS AGAIN! Because after YOU ACCEPT YOUR SALVATION, the Heart Break that you suffer on Earth will Never remain. That means, when you find the way to be Happy INSIDE YOUR SOUL no matter what anybody else does, or what they say, the Hollow days of Pain will go away…. and with JESUS CHRIST BY YOUR SIDE EVERY DATE WILL BE A HAPPY DAY.” Joslin Fitzgerald… the Merry Mary Author….Thank you for reading my blog. And remember When I CAP WORDS or CAPITALIZE SENTENCES, I will never be angry. Instead, I am just emphasizing something very important that you need to know. Additionally, in my writing thank you for overlooking the small typos and tiny grammatical errors that you might find in some of my typing. Errors by the way that have been made, while I write long hours every day including sometimes late at night, through Blurry also Bleary Eyes! By doing that, knowing how much I care about you. And also knowing just like you, I am an imperfect person too. But likewise knowing that even though I am imperfect. That JESUS CHRIST is Perfect in His beautiful LIFE SAVING message of Heavenly Eternity! Please know you have just been sweetly prayed for. Just as I am also asking that you are praying for me all the time, in the same way too. And in that Protective, Sharing, Caring Prayer, that will always be full of Love and Amazing Grace from here to there. Please additionally know that every loving, lifeline word that I am writing, is Spirit sent in its Guiding direction and Soul Saving intention that will be leading you to…. Your Prayer of Salvation… Dear Jesus, I know I have done bad things in the past, and that I have done bad things today, and that I will continue to do bad things tomorrow as I am going along my way. Yes with all the bad things I am doing and saying that makes me a sinner, just like everyone else in the world every day. So, because I am a sinner, I know I need a Savior!……. Therefore, my sins and my unhappiness are why I have come to you today, as I am silently praying. Because I want to be Eternally happy, and my Soul needs to be Forever Saved. In saying that Jesus, I Believe that you were born on Christmas Day. I Believe Jesus, that you lived a perfect life that is written down in the Bible to teach me what is wrong and show me what is right in Every way. And I Believe Jesus, in your love for me that you died on the Cross to save me from all my sin’s day and night. Yes, Jesus, I Believe you died, and defeated the grave as you arose from the dead on the third day. So, I KNOW you are Alive Forevermore and that you are living inside my heart and soul eternally! Thus, in Believing and KNOWING Jesus that you are the Son of God! I am asking for your Forgiveness for all my sins that I know, and those I do not know that I have committed, including the ones that I will continue to daily wallow in. As I claim in Your Eternal Scriptural Promise in the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit that I am now going to Heaven. Yes I claim in my new faith this very Minute that I am Saved from Satan, because you died for me on the Cross. And during the time when you died, I now claim that you also defeated HELL after you went to your grave so you could SAVE MY LIFE. Then in your amazing arising on the third day, that proves you are Alive then and now in every way… I KNOW LOVING A LIVING SAVIOR THAT I WILL ETERNALLY BE SAVED FROM SATAN’S Moldy FRIGHTENING FIERY HELL HOLE! So, through my Salvation I know I will not go to my endless grave. And in that Redemption statement that just Saved my life! Thank you, Jesus Christ, because I am now whole since the Holy Spirit lives within my Soul! Therefore, in this prayer of Salvation. I, Believe, and I KNOW that I am born again into Heavens Home. And in your Biblical Promise of Salvation written in the scriptures, I also now KNOW that I have received Everlasting Life! That’s why, as I ask you to change my blind darkness to guiding light you are Now, and YOU WILL FOREVERMORE be my Savior, Jesus Christ. Amen……. Absolutely I pray that you have accepted Jesus Christ as your Eternal guiding light, and your Savior today. In that prayer and Heavenly goal I know I may never meet you here on earth as we are roaming. But if you truly prayed your Salvation Prayer to Jesus requesting Forgiveness of your sins and asking HIM for your Redemption! You are right now this second Saved from Satan’s Endless Hell and Pain! And going to Heaven. That means, some day or night, I will see you when we go home to Paradise as we PRAISE THE LORD all the time! And now as I have to say goodbye until we come back to be uplifted by this blog tomorrow. I want to Thank you for your prayers and support that you are giving me daily. And in that Thankfulness. Please know that I am still Celebrating with you, because I also know that you are Saved! Oh, and one more time, being my Brother or Sister in Christ thank you again for all your sweet encouraging words and sweet emails that are Uplifting my life, and my writing, as I too am praying for You while going along my Mary way.……….. To see my books, and Movies please go to my web site www.joslinfun.com