“Good morning world welcome to away back home. And with all of us needing to find the away back home from the beginning to the never ending. Let’s start thinking about ONCE UPON A TIME once more. And as, we begin where it all started you need to know that ONCE UPON A TIME, there was a little girl who loved wearing buttons, also bows. And being a little girl with playful curls, who loved wearing her buttons and bows, she also adored taking off her bows as she let her hair blow in the breeze, while she spent all her summertime’s living at a magical place called Cake-Lake. Merrily from the First second that the last school bell finished ringing, and the house in town was shut down. She loved that all her best memories in life circled around moving back to the delightful lake on summer break. Therefore closing one door in her HELLISH SCHOOL GIRL REALITY. While opening up another window into DIVINE CHILDHOOD’S FANTASY….. Everyday living somewhere IN-BETWEEN THE LINES OF LIFE…… everything for the little nice girl was Delightful! And as, she was having picnics every day, while making sandcastles on the ground, running around chasing fireflies her life was great! Next as she Daily enjoyed the enchanted waterfall sounds things were wonderful all around. That means, living in cabin number 3 playing, living, and eating homemade ice cream, while enjoying her mother’s homemade sweet treats and cakes….. Her life was Divine in every way. That’s why, every hour playing with fairies, and catching fireflies she loved the sights she viewed, and the peace and quiet that she found at the lake. She, furthermore adored the delightful sounds she heard, as the ducks quacked, and the singing crickets played peek-a-boo. And she likewise loved seeing the sun frolic in the leaves of the old tall oak trees too. Magically every summer hour searching for rainbows, and every minute she spent daydreaming on the pier’s ledge, while making lifetime memories BEGINNING TO THE NEVER ENDING those MYSTIC things kept her off of REALITIES CLIFFS EDGE! Yes, that MAGICAL ESCAPE kept her sane! And as, she dreamed about what was yet to be….as her ONCE UPON A TIME STARTED her….. what was REALITY. Without her knowing what she was doing, while SHE WAS LIVING IN BETWEEN THE LINES OF LIFE WRITING HER STORY. The little girl was searching for her HAPPILY EVER AFTER in her minds Secret Place. So, living in her Fantasy THAT WAS FAST CLASHING WITH HER REALITY…The little girl was patiently waiting every-day for her Dreams-to-Come-True AFTER she left Cake-Lake. Yes Indeed, WITH TIME BEING HER FRIEND Day and night. That was a special story book time in her life. And as, the little girl was serenaded by bull frogs at night, LIVING IN-BETWEEN THE LINES OF LIFE…she really loved spending her days making Water Lilly pad hats, fishing, and drinking milkshakes with her friends in her special BEGINNING TO THE NEVER-ENDING Lake place! Then Sweetly day dreaming, while sitting next to the frogs on the log, playing in the rain, always walking barefoot feeling no pain, LIFE AND TIME were just great! But WAIT!! THINGS COULD NOT STAY THAT WAY. BECAUSE THAT WAS A FANTASY! SADLY, THAT MEANS NOBODY GETS TO BE A CHILD FOR LONG SINCE WE ALL HAVE TO FACE REALITY! So miserably in her Summertime-Story EVERYTHING HAD TO GO AWAY. Because like everybody else in life…..the nice, upset girl was forced to grow up…. as her HEART AGED. That means, after seeing many things leaving, including her mother flying away to Heaven. And her daddy dying inside, while her sister was hiding behind the door crying…..The little girl had to say Goodbye to her great summer days at the lake. And FACING REALITY….AFTER SEEING HER CABIN SELL. And HER LAKE GO AWAY. While her CHILDHOOD EVAPORATED… OVER NIGHT, she likewise had to leave her great memories and HER LAKE behind. AND THAT MADE HER SAD INSIDE! Because like everybody else who has watched CHILDHOOD Demise and EVAPORATE RIGHT IN FRONT OF THEIR EYES, nobody likes to WATCH THEIR INNOCENCE DIE….And what was even worse than seeing CHILDHOOD DIE, as she started LIVING IN BETWEEN THE LINES OF LIFE, she found herself LOST IN TIME. And with TIME NO LONGER BEING HER FRIEND. WHILE BEGGING FOR THE GOOD TIMES TO COME BACK AGAIN. On the day and night that she realized CHILDHOOD DIED, the little girl likewise forgot how to SMILE. And no longer able to SMILE, SHE ALSO FORGOT HOW TO PLAY….Bottom line, putting CHILDHOOD AWAY on the same day that HER SMILE and HAPPINESS EVAPORATED. That’s when the little girl learned how to CRY! And as, she likewise forgot how to have fun underneath the sun, sadly her HAPPILY EVER AFTER seemed extremely far away….. Because, LEAVING ONCE UPON A TIME BEHIND…. REALIZING THAT THE BEGINNING MIGHT NOT HAVE A HAPPILY EVER AFTER NEVER ENDING. While CRYING HER DAYS AWAY…..THE LITTLE GIRL REALIZED IN EVERY WAY ON THE SAD DAY, OR WAS IT A BAD NIGHT, WHEN HER SMILE DIED THAT IT WAS GOING TO BE VERY HARD TO SURVIVE THE IN-BETWEEN LINES OF LIFE! And AFTER LOSING HER WILL TO SURVIVE OR SMILE. She likewise realized that Her PEACE of mind was going to be very hard to find! So, searching for a HAPPILY EVER AFTER….. Where only PAIN REMAINED…With the GOOD TIMES in her childhood NEVER COMING BACK AGAIN. After she left Cake Lake’s summertime waves behind, with her future going off track. Her SAFE PLACE seemed to be very far away……and that meant HAPPILY EVER AFTER had become a frightening part of ONCE UPON A TIME THAT MIGHT NEVER COME HER WAY……… To be continued one more time So, now I am going to leave you cliff hanging AGAIN waiting for more of the tale to tell… And tomorrow I will finish this Summertime-Story that’s about what WAITS IN-BETWEEN as well. But in the meantime….I wonder. Have you ever felt the same way? Have you ever had a perfect summer tale, connected to your sweet, flawless summer days Evaporate? Have you ever wished that you had NOT grown up, and your childhood had NOT been taken away? Then in making youthful memories and losing the same….Have you ever sometimes prayed shore to shore that you could once more hunt fairies, chase fireflies, and walk barefoot in the rain without pain once more? And shore to shore here is another question THAT I AM ASKING YOU NOW LIKE BEFORE. As you wait for that answer today. Remembering as a child…… how you felt…… ONCE UPON A TIME …. when you danced wild and happy in the wind while being UNAFRAID…. Still NOT feeling that way TODAY are you constantly wondering…. IS IT POSSIBLE TO EVER BE YOUNG, FREE, PEACEFUL, AND HAPPY AGAIN? Is there a way to find your away back home? Well stay tuned, because in that new clue finding out how you too can stay Eternally Young forevermore…. tomorrow by finishing my brewing summertime story, I have some more Great news for you for sure! And that lifesaving information that will show you how to smile even when everything nice DIES will always be important to your soul’s survival. And that guidance will always be good to know. Because ONCE UPON A TIME … Happens to everybody who has been, and who still is, looking to find their EVERLASTING HAPPY ENDING underneath the sky of blue. That means, Your Once Upon a Time’s…. True Start-of-the-Heart… will always have everything to do with an ETERNAL HAPPILY EVER AFTER BEGINNING that will make the IN-BETWEEN LINES OF LIFE your LONG TIME FRIEND. So, realizing that Life does not have to be hard. While also knowing how to be a CHILD INSIDE that’s when you too will find, when you MAKE TIME YOUR FRIEND! YOU WILL BE ABLE TO LAUGH, PLAY AND SMILE BEGINNING TO THE NEVER END!” ….. Joslin Fitzgerald…The Merry Mary Author…….. Thank you for reading my blog. Additionally, thank you for overlooking the small typos and tiny grammatical errors that you might find in some of my writing. Errors by the way that have been made, while I write long hours every day including sometimes late at night, through Blurry also Bleary Eyes! Errors that cannot be changed, erased, or edited after the post has been downloaded no matter how hard I try! By doing that, knowing just like you, I am an imperfect person too. But likewise knowing that even though I am imperfect. That JESUS CHRIST is Perfect in His beautiful LIFE SAVING message of Heavenly Eternity! Please know you have just been sweetly prayed for. Just as I am also asking that you are praying for me all of the time, in the same way too. And in that Protective, Sharing, Caring Prayer, that will always be full of Love and Amazing Grace from here to there. Please additionally know that every loving, lifeline word that I am writing, is Spirit sent in its Guiding direction and intention that will be leading you to…. Your Prayer of Salvation… Dear Jesus, I know I have done bad things in the past, and that I have done bad things today, and that I will continue to do bad things tomorrow as I am going along my way. Yes with all of the bad things I am doing and saying that makes me a sinner, just like everyone else in the world every day. So, because I am a sinner I know I need a Savior!……. Therefore, my sins and my unhappiness are why I have come to you today, as I am silently praying. Because I want to be eternally happy, and my Soul needs to be Forever Saved. In saying that Jesus, I Believe that you were born on Christmas Day. I Believe Jesus, that you lived a perfect life that is written down in the Bible to teach me what is wrong and show me what is right. And I Believe Jesus, in your love for me that you died on the Cross to save me from all of my sin’s day and night. Yes, Jesus, I Believe you died, and defeated the grave as you arose from the dead on the third day. So, I KNOW you are Alive Forevermore and that you are living inside my heart and soul eternally night and day! Thus, in Believing and KNOWING Jesus that you are the Son of God! I am asking for your Forgiveness for all my sins that I know, and those I do not know that I have committed, including the ones that I will continue to daily wallow in, as I claim in Your Eternal Scriptural Promise in the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit that I am now going to Heaven. Yes I claim in my new faith this very Minute that I am Saved from Satan, because you died for me on the Cross. And during the time when you died, I now claim that you also defeated HELL after you went to your grave so you could SAVE MY LIFE. Then in your amazing arising on the third day, that proves you are Alive then and now in every way… I KNOW LOVING A LIVING’ SAVIOR THAT I WILL ETERNALLY BE SAVED FROM SATAN’S Moldy FRIGHTENING HELL HOLE! So, I know I will not go to my endless grave. And in that Redemption statement that just Saved my life! Thank you, Jesus Christ, because, I am now whole since the Holy Spirit lives within my Soul! Therefore, in this prayer of Salvation. I, Believe, and I KNOW that I am born again into Heavens Home. And in your Biblical Promise of Salvation written in the scriptures I also now KNOW that I have received Everlasting Life! Thus as ask you to change my blind darkness to guiding light you are Now, and YOU WILL FOREVERMORE be my Savior, Jesus Christ. Amen……. Absolutely I pray that you have accepted Jesus Christ as your Eternal guiding light, and your Savior today. I know I may never meet you here on earth as we are roaming. But if you truly prayed your Salvation Prayer to Jesus requesting Forgiveness of your sins, and asking for your Redemption! You are right now this second Saved from Satan’s Endless Hell and Pain! And going to Heaven. That means, some day or night, I will see you when we go home to Paradise! And you will now PRAISE THE LORD all of the time! Thank you for your prayers and support that you are giving me daily. Please know that I have again just prayed and Celebrated with you, because you are Saved! Oh and one more time, being my Brother or Sister in Christ thank you again for all of your sweet encouraging words and sweet emails that are Uplifting my life, and my writing, as I too am praying for You while going along my Mary way.……….. To see my books, and Movies please go to my web site